Hai hai people
hope you're all fine
me? MEH, it's being a continue up-and-down period, so I just don't know how to feel exactly : happy or upset X°D
Positive things have been happening to me, but at the same time negative ones - the result, anyways, is that I'm being so mentally TIRED that I've been unable to keep note of the things happening here and my duties in general. Also, very few of you know I suffer OCD (11 years now, lol) and in this stressing period it just gets worse and worse and I'd just like to stay in bed all day, escaping from life in general
but I'm not able to sit idly, so I just pull myself through things I wouldn't be able to face, tecnically.
Just a dog biting its own tail, that's it.
I want to apologize with the remaining commissioners for the late ; after the comic convention I'll try to be back on track and take again my normal rithms >O<
Some of the positive things have been happening are summed in these photossss:
GIMKHANA first part - 1.Innocence | 2. Solitude
Colors of Lust - ARTBOOK + 18
Good things but also the motivations why I have been stressing me out for months and months and now I'm so tired now X°D but sacrifices gave their results and I'm really happy about how they came out
I know you're all asking me about the english version
, and I'm happy to see your hype, but I might just ask you to be patient TvvvT
You know, the great part of criticism I receive on Tapastic about the comic is the language; my english is not perfect so I want the printed versions to have a correct language. BUT following a re-translation process takes a bit of time (even if my dear KirasDarkLight
helped me already with vol.1) but I promise you all will get your books
About negative things, well, my wisdom tooth caused an infection in my poor mouth , so I had the right cheeck swollen and painful for a week. I'll have to extract it in few months and I'm so scared I can't tell X°D BUT THAT'S LIFE. I also thought to go on therapy to manage my stress problems; really, I couldn't imagine how stress could become a serious problem in my life. When I was 15 or 16 it wasn't so much, but I guess it's what adulthood does to people :°D
When I get the concrete proof of the negative things stress causes to me (like, inability to do ANYTHING) I just tell to myself it isn't the right way , and I'm back doing things; but it's just a circle, So I guess I just have to find the good old pleasure in doing what I do in art, in studying and so on.
Just wanted to make you part of my current situation since you're like another big family to me, and I like speaking to you even if through a journal!
It's overall thanks to you all I'm proceeding in my projects, and I always like to remind you this.